Remembering 9/11: Seven Years Later

The tragic events of 9/11 had a shattering effect on the sense of security that many Americans had. That particular aspect of 9/11 had no impact on me because I had already been living with a threat of terrorism from my own personal situation since long before 9/11. The threat seemed very distant and surreal to me for that reason. I felt a great deal of sorrow for the many good people who died and for their families and friends who have suffered the loss of their loved ones. And concern for the well being of those who survived.

I have been pro-Iraq from the beginning and my support has never wavered. It always seemed like common sense to me. My cousin served in the first Gulf War, so I may have paid closer attention to the details than many other people. I was a bit surprised that it became so controversial. I have appreciated the work of the milbloggers and Iraq the Model and many other bloggers for getting the information out in their very human and personal way. I admire all of the people, military and civilians who have put themselves in harm's way to do this important and inspiring work. Although I don't have much, I have contributed what I can to some projects to support the troops. I believe in their sincerity.

I have avoided politics most of my life. I cast my first vote ever for Ralph Nader in 2000. It was an anti-status quo vote against both sides. Against liberal squandering and conservative apathy. I was fed up. In 2004, I was one of the 2% of voters who changed our votes to re-elect GWB by a clear majority. I believe in his sincerity.

How do we honor those who died on 9/11 and in Iraq and Afghanistan? When I was 20, my mother died at the age of 38. The only way to honor my mother's memory was to concern myself with the well being of the people who were still here. I took care of my younger brothers for several years. That is what is missing in this country. A genuine concern for the well being of the people around us. A lot of agendas, a lot of moralizing, a lot of frivolous complaining, a lot of hypocrisy. But not much real compassion or sincerity in resolving conflicts constructively.

What has gone on in this country over the past several years has really ripped my heart out.